Siryn's Song

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Beat

I was just exhausted. I was falling asleep at my keyboard around 7pm. My dad called, and I was not coherent. I picked up and went to bed, just crashed in my clothes. I slept all the way to about 2:30 am. I've only been up a couple of hours, and I'm still tired. Going to shower and go back to bed soon... I wish the shoe would just drop at work. It's mentally draining to keep going in, being on edge, expecting something to happen any day now. My boss is cracking a little bit. He admitted to one of the other girls yesterday that he is having a hard time sleeping lately. Theoretically, that shouldn't be happening - the firm is in the best financial position it's been in since its inception, quite possibly. Cases are under control. So why the lack of sleep? Conscience eating at you, or are you just worried about getting caught? Life's tough when you're dirty. So much unnecessary stress.

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