All's Well

Today's conference was largely uneventful. I could feel opposing counsel trying to railroad us, but I got the distinct feeling that the judge wasn't buying it. Ha! We are going back in 2 weeks, after a chance to resolve some issues. I was prepared for war! though. I myself may be going back again, as the partner may be tied up in trial. Politically, the situation in the case is intriguing. It'll be funny to see how it shakes out. One of the opposing lawyers is a young guy - funny, but a tad full of shit. He'd be fun to shoot the breeze with, but I'm not incredibly impressed so far with him as an attorney. He is one of the reasons why discovery is in the mess it is. He's cute, though. Married, though. Whatever! At least I know I'm still alive - I can still appreciate a good-looking man. I suppose I should try to date, but I'm not terribly motivated at this point. I still feel like a fish out of water and want to get my bearings here. I need to get to a point where I can be stable and somewhat reliable for someone else. I hate people flaking out on me; I don't want to do that to anyone else. eHarmony is taunting me with a 3 for 1 month deal, but I just can't. Plus the occasional cute guy on match.com, or so... but I don't even have the energy to do all that. I need to work on me first before working on being with someone else. That person will deserve the best of me, not just the rest of me. That's a big enough task as is, right now.