Everything Will Be Alright

So I woke up late and almost missed the Survivor casting call. I made it, though, but I had to drive. I think my video sucked, however. That's what I get for being overly excited about being there and being so f'in late. My shpiel was not polished. Oh well. My fault. Maybe next time. But hey, I won't lose all hope just yet. I mean, stranger things have happened... And when I got home, what did I hear but the wonderfully atmospheric Everything Will Be Alright, by The Killers. Yeah, that is what I needed to hear. Good or bad, everything will be alright. I love that CD, mind you. I ate then went back down to the city to go to work. I got one thing done, but had massive ADHD. Oh well. Redskins lost. I'm heartbroken - NOT! I don't know what it is, but I have no love for them. I remember liking them as a kid, but I don't know why. I now dislike them, and I don't really know why. Maybe it's the people around there, maybe it's the way they fuck up the traffic on game days. eh. Maybe I'm better off this way. But hey, 'Skins, everything will be alright. ;) I had a nice long conversation with my brother today. He sounds really good. He is so ready to go home from the hospital. He only gets 1 hour of physical therapy and 1 hour of occupational therapy a day. Okay, but what about the other 14 waking hours? He's got cabin fever. But it's not long before he gets to leave. He misses the people at work, and going back to work would be good for him. But he still needs to push himself, push his body. Still, everything will be alright - good or bad. I didn't bother fishing for random people tonight. I was a little gun-shy since the last dude was a dud. I can't wait for the weather to warm up, so I can start playing soccer on the weekends, and maybe joining a bike club. Then I ought to be able to make new friends who like the same things I do. The loneliness thing is a real drain of my energy. It takes away my focus. But I know I shouldn't worry, because, as tonight's theme goes, everything will be alright... I just need to keep telling myself that.